hello Grey Diary

it's 2.13 am.. Happy New Year people...!!!! semoga tahun baru ini datang yang baik baik sahaja, semoga lebih bahagia dan sehat hari demi hari, semoga segalanya berjalan dengan mudah, semoga tahun ini mendapat rahmat-Nya, semoga keharmonian keluarga ini berkekalan, semoga persabahatan ini semakin kuat, semoga Sid mendapat petunjuk jalan pulang ke rumah..

Facebook status : I will throw away my Brown diary 2010 which is full of anger, fear, hope, regret, jealousy, revenge and love. I don't need all those thing anymore and its already expired! In 2011 I'm looking forward to fresh, may this year will find me healthier, happier and peaceful. Amin.. To the old year now behind us, to the new year just begun. Hello new Grey diary.. eee apesal grey? tak ladies langsung..huhu..

hello new Diary.. hoping that this diary will full off happiness only..

people, lets begin our new chapter.. :)


p/s: i miss my lembu Moo so much.. you, please treat him nicely... :) 

alahai la ptptn

aku, fara dgn jia berlari lari anak terus ke stesen minyak berdekatan semata2 nak check duit ptptn yg baru masuk. punyelah lama tak merasa duit pt, akhirnyaa!! dlm otak dah duduk calculate baekk punye. vacation, sale MNG,sale Forever 21 70% dan paling penting jacket leather kat bwh ni!!!, feeeuuuhhh...  dah dekat nak sampai atm kat shell terserempak pulak dgn Lukh.. ayat biase student.. " brape weh? asyuukkkk..." belum bgtahu brape dpt pon dh ckp asyuk sbb mmg konfem lah dpt byk.. relek je Lukh ckp 2ribu setgh.. ya Allah melebar lebar lagi aku senyum. hahahaha.. sampai atm,masuk kad, malay, pin ******, baki, akaun simpanan.........loading..................

 RM108.00....

feewwwwiiitttttttttttttt!!ituuuuuuu diaaaaaaaaaaa... hahahaahahahah.. rasa nak mengamok je kat situ. alahai rm100 je dah kenapa? tak pnah sepanjang aku blaja dpt byk ni.. hilang sume Mng bagai. balik jual burger la pasni.. haaiisshhh..  patutlah aku dpt sikit sbb aku baru buat penangguhan bayaran.. eh klu tahu..biaa dpt pt dlu baru buat penangguhan. en en en.. dah! sape2 yg ade niat nak pau tu dah boleh boleh pergi main jauh2..

p/s: betol lah apa kata Jia, dont put too much hope.. ! wahaahahahahahaha.. takde kene ngene pon.tibe2.

sumpah ni carik gadoh!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... nak niiiii.............!!!

Korean Fash Grand Slim Leather Jacket..

money money kamtumi bebeh...!

yayangg ko satu hari tak boros tak boley ke??ish ish ish.

dah kate jgn bukak online shoping, degil..!

hello im back! 30 days without......

hello everyone! im back! since it was a Ho Ho Ho day, i would like to wish Merry Christmas for those who are celebrating. have a great one! and not forget to me, happy one month anniversary without love.. :) eerrkk.. its not  really without 'love' actly, its only without him.. the love is still there.. hehehe.. 

its been a month already.. and i still feel the same. rasa ini tidak sikit pon lari dari hari pertama aku sedar aku syg kau sampai lah hari ni. walau mcmane jauh pun aku cuba nak buang kau, kau mesti dtg balik. dalam mimpi, dalam memories.. rasa mcm kelakar bila aku susah dah nak mkn KFC, nk tengok wayang, nak pergi BB, nak mkn kat CS and for most ice skating yg tak sempat dan tak tertunai..tapi tu la yang aku tak buat sekarang.. huhuhu.. i've tried so hard and i wont turn back. remember what i've said at our last conversation? aku buat apa yang aku cakap dan aku harap kau pon buat apa yg kau cakap. to be honest, its a little disappointed there.

ada yg marah aku sbb aku tak cuba keluar dari kelompok masalah aku. bukan aku tak cuba, tapi hati ni kata tak nak tak nak tak nak and im not ready yet. kau bg la aku Chad Michael Murray depan mate pon aku buat bodo jee.. they ask me to move on, yes i did.. i already made my move.. but you're expecting me to 100% moved on, tak dapat la.. yes, past is past and i need to catch my future. but how can i move on when my past is the only thing i ever wanted in my future? hahahaha.. tell me guys.. well everyone, i hurt so bad in my past and its my fault. i live in the days with full of regrets! penyesalan tu rasa mcm gampang tahu? 

hari hari aku seperti biasa.. cuma kadang2 tu teringat.. bukan kdg2 dah, but almost every moment but still aku buat tak tahu je.. ada part yg aku pergi makan and cakap pasal dia, dan2 pulak kete die lalu depan pkns.. eh nak berderai airmata ni nok..hahahahha... dah boleh boleh dah tukar kaler kete kau, senang sangat nak nampak. aku cakap mende ni kat kwn aku, dorg boleh gelak pulak. bodoh! hahaha..  imishyew so much and its killing me. and i miss to be with them too.. the sounds of the guitar, the sounds of football games, i miss to stay beside you when you edit pictures.. i miss you guys!

my lovely sister, NinaSabrina have gimme a text. it sounds like this " gud. tu lah yg terbaik utk atie. akk bangga dgn atie. kite pompuan..kite mmg kuat. no worries..u will be fine.. n will meet a great guy like 1 day. same as me. Lu2.. HUGS! "   - Thank you sister, such a simple text but very inspirational.. hihihi.. ily.. and too my lovely superduper friends, you know who you are..you guys are amazing! the 'believe' will always stay strong.. oh not forget to KH...thanks for everything.. we used to share our story.. its amazing too.. :)

semoga Allah kuatkan hati aku dan tabahkan hati aku.. i pray for you too.. i know its hard as i feel the same but i know you.. :)

well, time will tell........................
lets begin and continue the move... Bismillahirahmanirrahim...

p/s: stalker stalker diluar sane... apo laiee..1..2... GO!!! jalankan kerja anda.. lol..