tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31300667351616516242024-03-12T16:26:18.931-07:00NorhayatiHashimrelax.stay close.entered yourself.my silly secrets.yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.comBlogger185125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-80097369329199614612015-04-29T00:12:00.000-07:002015-04-29T00:13:59.839-07:00Rezeki menyinggah<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Semalam masa on the way balik dari Mines Shopping Mall,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">aku sedar sejak dua menjak ni ada je rezeki lebih yang menyinggah.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Yang membuatkan aku terfikir dan terdetik di hati.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Kata orang "Rezeki kau nak tunang"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Senyum</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Aku fikir lagi.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Apa yang aku pernah buat sehingga terang-terangan Allah membalas.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Mungkin aku tak pernah halau kucing yang menyinggah untuk minta makan.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Mungkin aku selalu kongsi makanan yang aku makan kat gerai dengan kucing kurap yang minta belas kasihan.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Mungkin aku selalu berhabis duit untuk bawak kucing aku yang sakit ke veterinar.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Ada satu ketika. Hujung bulan.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Makanan kucing habis. Duit tak ada. kalau aku beli makanan kucing,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">maka tak makan lah aku untuk tunggu lagi beberapa sebelum gaji.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Tapi. Tak fikir banyak.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Terus beli.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Entah. Ini cuma mungkin.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Mak kata kucing selalu doakan orang yang berbuat baik pada mereka.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Allahualammm</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Alhamdulillah</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Loves,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">NHH</span>yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-77231657395787812552015-04-28T20:56:00.000-07:002015-04-28T23:46:19.179-07:00Clueless<h4>
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">My last entry was on 2013</span></span><br />
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />Well yeah, I decided to stop blogging since that.<br />and I almost forgot that I used to have my 'black space'.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />So last week when I was working at the office,<br />I just remembered about my blog and I've read those old entries.<br />I laughed. hard. really hard.<br />and then, I am speechless.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />So........... I was so stupid and pathetic back then.<br />Maigaddddddddd..... You just have no idea what are you those days meng!<br />I mostly wrote about my heart broken stories. but wait,<br />How the hell I got those ideas on ayat deep pepoyo semua? </span></span><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">LOL</span></span></h4>
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-weight: normal;">But there are certain post I found it cute though. </span></h4>
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<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />NVM. Abaikan</span></span><br />
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />Actually what I'm trying to say is life is like a tornado.<br />It flies so fast while you are still enjoying bitter and sweet life,<br />and you never realized at some point it was a wasted.<br /><br />What are you now?<br />A 25 years old girl with a plain heart?<br />What did you do all this while?<br />What have you done to your life?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />Still. Could not answer that.<br />I just seen myself as a plain girl :</span></span><br />
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />Who afraid of the old Earth.<br />Who mad to the government's politics.<br />Who never understand why the cruelty towards animals are still widespread<br />Who cannot brain why some people have A LOT time to comments on </span></span><br />
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">beautifulnara and fights each other.<br />Who stuck between a dream job and her own health<br />Who struggled to have her own money<br />Who still wasting time on social media<br />Who still could not believe the fairy tales wasn't true<br />and<br />Who is on her way to catch her happiness. soon.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />So how could I conclude them all? Who am I?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /><br />Loves,</span></h4>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">NHH<br /><br /></span></h4>
<br />yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-36533692116930124182013-01-05T05:01:00.002-08:002013-01-05T08:30:47.015-08:00Two Nuts In A ChocolateHari ni terasa betul ralatnya.<br />
Hari ni terasa betul janggalnya.<br />
<br />
Entah apa masalah rasa rindu berguni-guni, bergelen-gelen, berbukit-bukit hari ni.<br />
Eh sabar duluuuuuuuuuuuu, rindu dekat bestfriend kita, Jia Shamsuri. hihihi.<br />
<br />
Dulu kat rumah sewa, bangun tidur je dah tahu makcik sekor ni ada kat bilik sebelah.<br />
Konfem-konfem lah memang dia yang bangun dulu.<br />
kadang-kadang aku bangun je, aku baca whatsapp dia.<br />
"Sayanggg...aku dah masak, bangun lah makan".<br />
itu okay lagi. Yang ni best.<br />
"Sayangg..aku dah masak. tapi aku lapar gila, kau tak bangun lagi. aku makan dulu tau?"<br />
kahkahkah.<br />
Dia tahu apa feveret aku. Ayam masak sos tiram. kadang2 aku terasa nak makan sotong sambal,<br />
dia sanggup pergi Giant beli sotong besau tu and masakkan untuk aku. hewhewhew.<br />
She's my mommy!!<br />
Kat mana aku nak carik kawan macam ni? forever, will no, another you.<br />
<br />
Kalau aku rasa bosan atau sedih dlm bilik, aku pergi bilik dia. memekak. menyanyi. melalak.<br />
bergelak. Paling dia annoying bila aku ajuk suara taylor swift nyanyi lagu "ever! ever! ever!" tuuu.<br />
hahaha. Terus kena maki aku "Sayangg diammmmmm!!!"<br />
Kadang2 aku suka buat dia bengang marah camtu. Ntah. Tak tahu kenapa. maybe bila die bengang aku<br />
rasa kelakar kot? sedikit sebanyak boleh buat aku geli hati.<br />
Itu yang lagi dimarah, lagi dibuat tu. :p<br />
Nampak? Bila kau terlampau sayang kawan kau, kau sedih cemana pun, kau tgk aje gelagat dia,<br />
kau dah boleh senyum.<br />
She's my sister!!<br />
kat mana aku nak carik kawan macam ni? forever, will no, another you.<br />
<br />
Kebetulan minat dua-dua sama. kaki karok. LOL. Pergi karok selamba jer berdua sampai<br />
3-4 jam. mampu? haha. Itu satu hal, timing rasa gian pun nak sama jugak.<br />
kadang2 without any words, we are facing each other and look at our face expression pun<br />
dah tahu dah. Terus dua-dua tersengih, start enjin kete, jalannnnnn.<br />
teringat ada one time, a day after my birthday, tengah syok2 turn aku nyanyi,<br />
tiba tiba aku boleh melalak menangis mcm budak kecik kena pukul. boleh?<br />
hahaha. Jia menggelabah " Kau kenapa ni sayangggg!"<br />
aku buat bodo jee, terus menangis melalak lagi. kahkahkah.<br />
lepas tu slow je die dtg kat aku peluk aku, riba aku, gosok2 kepala aku.<br />
padahal dia tak tahu kenapa aku tiba2 tengah elok nyanyi tetiba meronta2.gitu.<br />
Dia taknak tahu dulu sebab apa. Yang penting dia pergi dulu dkt aku dan buat aku tenang.<br />
That's my Jia. She's always be my backbone no matter what. Even benda tu kecik and simple.<br />
Biar orang tak nampak. Aku nampak.<br />
kat mana aku nak carik kawan macam ni? forever, will no, another you.<br />
<br />
Hari tu masa dapat tahu aku admitted hospital, dia call aku. apo laaiiee, sebak gila<br />
aku otp dgn dia. Dia asik pujuk aku kata jangan lah nangis. takde pape tuuu. nanti ayah<br />
sampai lahhh. Then 20 mins ayah sampai.<br />
"Jia ada call ayah tadi. Nak menangis dah dia tanya ayah kat mana"<br />
K. *straight face* hahaha.<br />
Nampak? dia bukan main pujuk aku jangan nangis. padahaaaalll............<br />
Aku tahu dia sayang aku, tapi dia taknak tunjuk yg die risau & sedih depan aku.<br />
she keep saying everything is gonna be okay sayang.<br />
I was so touched when she whatsapp me on that one fine evening,<br />
<br />
"I still love you, as always. in fact, lebih lagi syg tu tau. Makan ubat. Jangan bagi excuse<br />
tak makan ubat. Aku takde dgn kau ni nak ingatkan kau. Kalau aku ade sebelah aku luku<br />
je kepala kau tu klu tak makan ubat. Kalau syg kat aku, ayah mak, kak ina, abang2 semua<br />
makan ubat, jgn skip2 okay."<br />
<br />
she added,<br />
<br />
"Ingat ni, dengar betul betul. Even jauh cemana pun, even aku dah jadi bini orang nanti,<br />
jadi mak orang, syg aku kat kau memang takkan berubah. tak kurang even sikit pun.<br />
such my lil'sis. Besaarrrr tp manjaa!!!"<br />
<br />
Kat mana aku nak carik kawan macam ni? forever, will no, another you.<br />
<br />
Setakat ni, dah dua orang kawan perempuan aku yang pernah cakap jeles tengok aku dgn Jia. :) Kawan lama, semua benda buat sama-sama, dimana ada jia disitu ada aku. kecuali kalau dia pergi dating dengan Nuek lah. hewhew. Sebenarnya tahan mana friendship tu bergantung pada diri kita sendiri. Tipu lah kalau aku kata aku dgn Jia tak pernah ada rasa marah atau kecil hati. TIPU. mesti pernah punya. Cuma jarang & susah. Tapi, kalau kau betul2 sayangkan friendship tu, kenapa perlu nak rumitkan keadaan? sebab apa? untuk apa? Jalan mudah ada, sebab apa nak pergi jalan susah? Cakap depan2 klu tak suka, jangan pendam. sebenarnya kalau kau dah betul-betul sayang, sedetik kau terasa marah, tolonglah ingat saat-saat dia yang menggembirakan hati kau selama ni. apalah yang nak dibandingkan dengan rasa2 marah, bengang dan yang tak perlu dan sementara tu? Dengan Jia, terlalu banyak aku belajar. aku belajar erti kawan dan persahabatan. aku dah pun buat pilihan. aku pilih dia. untuk aku sayang, untuk aku jaga. Yang mana aku rasa aku tak perlu, dah lama aku tinggalkan. cuma aku tak cakap je. Kawan-kawan biasa boleh, memang aku banyak kawan. aku masih boleh menjadi seorang kawan baik kalau sesiapa mahu. Cuma tempat Jia, tak mungkin ada yang kedua *aku terasa mcm lesbian sekarang ni* -_____________-<br />
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<br />
Hari ni terasa betul ralatnya.<br />
Hari ni terasa betul janggalnya.<br />
<br />
Bangun tidur, dia dah tak ada. bangun, mandi, pergi kerja. sorang-sorang.<br />
Dalam ofis buat kerja, rasa ralat takde dia depan mata.<br />
Lunch, kadang2 sorang, teringat dia. Susah betul rasanya nak kira bila je<br />
aku tak lunch dgn dia dulu.<br />
Aku nampak apa dia makan, dia nampak apa aku makan. huuuuu.<br />
<br />
Aku dengan dia sama-sama independent, campak mana pun mesti boleh hidup sorang.<br />
tak bergantung harap pada org lain. we both know this. :)<br />
Cuma rasa rindu tak dapat nak elak kadang2. bayangkan dah memang biasa sama2.<br />
hahaha. Yang sebenarnya aku tak tahu nk buat ending entry ni. lulz<br />
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so sayangg, i always know you love me so much!<br />
i love you too.<br />
and thank you for being part of my life and my family.<br />
<br />
loves,<br />
NHH<br />
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<br />yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-31959082758382842932012-12-27T19:41:00.002-08:002015-04-28T21:09:59.273-07:00Admitted Today 27 December is my third day admitted to PPUM. Sobsss.<br />
and Alhamdulillah the doc said i can discharge by today. yiippiiee!!!<br />
<br />
sometimes we couldn't expect what will happen to us,<br />
even we are not ready at all, bad things still can happen. :)<br />
I was shocked and speechless by the time doc said i need to admit.<br />
I was alone on that day without ayah teman me.<br />
so I was wearing my office attire, planning to get back to office after check up.<br />
Hehhh! too confident. LOL<br />
<br />
but........................<br />
My 24 hours urine test result was not so good. The handsomeness Dr Faiz told<br />
my urine contained too many protein and need to be stayed. There's something<br />
wrong with my kidney. :(<br />
<br />
Dunia ku gelap. 5 minit.<br />
credit takde. malang lagi.<br />
whatsapp my brother, Pidosh and asked him to tell Ayah.<br />
menangis.<br />
pidosh cakap "alaaaa janganlah nangis"<br />
*Straight face gila* Lagi kuat nangis. <br />
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I was so scared. I'm all alone that day.<br />
go here and there to settle the procedure.<br />
luckily i have money in my purse, need to pay deposit 250 bucks.<br />
Goshh!<br />
<br />
Masuk wad dengan office attire siap dengan wedges, siap make up kau!<br />
gitchewwww. and everybody is looking at me. K.<br />
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Thanks for those who visit me. you guys are really my brotherss and sisterss.<br />
Jia Sayang, Wan Nash, Fahmee, Syafiq Apek, Ayu Chung, Nadu, Lyanna Conrad,<br />
Rozy Gee, Cepot, Sue, Imm, Peeno, Rara Azman, Kak Yana. Million loves from me!!<br />
Thanks for the chicken porridge, Dominos, Big Apple, Vitagen, my feveret chicken pie! weeee!!<br />
and Fara Ismail, thanks for the letter love! :)<br />
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and for the most, MY FAMILY.<br />
without all of you, I couldn't be this strong women since<br />
8 years ago. How lucky I am to have this such loving family.<br />
there is nothing more that i want to ask,<br />
i just want my family and my friends by my side.<br />
<br />
Daddy's Strong Little Sweetheart,<br />
NHH,<br />
Love.<br />
<br />yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-65298729946371715892012-10-17T12:28:00.002-07:002012-10-17T12:30:31.299-07:00lelaki yang punya segalanyasebabnya aku dah bosan dengan lelaki yang punya segalanya.<br />
<br />
seluruh perjalanan hidup aku, aku kutip setiap pengalaman yang aku hadap.<br />
terima dengan tertadahnya tangan mendongak langit.<br />
kalau kena taik burung nasib<br />
<br />
rasanya tak perlu lah aku nak sembang sana sini apa yang aku 'nampak'<br />
setiap hari.<br />
ingat aku takde thesis nak buat?<br />
kalau rasa hensem meh sini tolong buatkan.<br />
(seriously yang hensem sahaja)<br />
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yang tak tahu tapi senyap tu dikira mulia lagi.<br />
yang siap persoalkan tu geli siooollll<br />
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ada apa dengan lelaki yang ada segalanya?<br />
kau banyak duit? aku pun ada duit. tapi cukup utk makan sendiri jelah.<br />
tape. every weekend mintak ayah.<br />
tak mati pun?<br />
<br />
muka kacak hensem bergaya, gedang, sador?<br />
sekali petik 10 yang datang?<br />
*kalau sepuluh2 yang dtg tua tua berjanggut buat apa tau* (tone p ramlee)<br />
lulz. hambar.<br />
<br />
sweet talker.<br />
nampak sangat sepanjang hidup dia kerja nak try perempuan je.<br />
silap silap practice depan cermin hari2.<br />
dah tahu macam tu, nak layan lagi ke?<br />
<br />
Cuba sekali bawak lelaki lelaki ni jumpa mak ayah,<br />
tengok macamana cara dia hormat.<br />
tengok cara salam dah tahu selalu salam org tua ke tidak.<br />
benda sekecil ni pun aku boleh perhati.<br />
<br />
tengok pulak apa yang dibualkan dgn orang tua.<br />
pengetahuan apa yg dia ada utk yakinkan org tua.<br />
rendah dirinya depan orang tua.<br />
nada suaranya depan orang tua.<br />
<br />
apa-apa pun bukan semua.<br />
cuma mengikut pengalaman,<br />
<br />
aku bosan dengan lelaki yang punya segalanya.<br />
yang masih aku anggap gagal.<br />
<br />yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-41930045237797481442012-09-29T23:02:00.001-07:002012-09-29T23:02:21.301-07:00TIPUtak perlu aku jelaskan mengapa aku begini<br />
jangan beri nasihat seolah olah kau rasa apa yang aku lalui<br />
<br />
jangan pernah berani nyatakan kau mengenali diri ini<br />
TIPU<br />
<br />
bukan berlagak, bukan riak.<br />
tapi hakikatnya sungguh, aku tak perlukan nasihat sesiapa perihal ini<br />
kerana mereka<br />
belum sampai lagi tahap nya jatuh tersembam bumi seperti aku.<br />
<br />
aku bosan mendengar nasihat yang klise.<br />
muak. nak muntah. geli. <br />
yang akhirnya aku hanya ketawa sinis mendengarnya.<br />
<br />
itu aku selalu dengar, cuba beri sesuatu yang aku belum pernah dengar. :)<br />
<br />
hari hari yang aku lalui tidak seperti orang lain.<br />
bangun tidur ku. sebelum tidur ku.<br />
buat apa hendak beritahu?<br />
<br />
bilik itu tahu.<br />
yang tidak bernyawa itu jugalah yang tahu.<br />
yang bernyawa? yang berjiwa?<br />
:)<br />
<br />
penyedap hati lalu diungkapkan sangat mengenali diri ini.<br />
TIPU. <br />
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yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-79224792581682828722012-09-25T11:13:00.002-07:002012-09-25T11:37:57.944-07:00pembelot"bila saat kau terlalu yakin kau sudah jauh ke depan"<br />
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yakin itu penting<br />
tapi keyakinan tu juga kadang kala tak boleh nak percaya lagi<br />
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Pembelot!!<br />
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sejenak kau terlupa rasa itu<br />
langsung tak bersiul di kepala ni<br />
tak pernah langsung <br />
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jadi kau suka. gembira.<br />
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tak tahu sebenarnya kau tertipu<br />
hati sendiri tipu diri sendiri.<br />
belot.<br />
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situasi sedarkan semua. <br />
masih lagi hitam rupanya.<br />
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love,<br />
NHH<br />
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yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-80442683475716367662012-07-12T11:10:00.001-07:002012-07-12T11:13:23.471-07:00sampai bila nak ketawa?cukup lah<br />
kita semua tak sempurna.<br />
jangan kita menyalahkan seseorang seperti kita ni malaikat<br />
orang kata 'pijak semut pun tak mati'.<br />
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kalau kita tak suka,baik kita jangan ambil peduli langsung.<br />
daripada terus nak bangkitkan isu.<br />
kecik sekuman mana pun boleh jadi isu.<br />
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cukuplah<br />
cuba tengok kehidupan orang lain.<br />
orang semakin hendak jauhi kerumitan.<br />
berlumba lumba nak cari penyelesaian.<br />
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bezakan cara kehidupan itu dengan kehidupan sendiri.<br />
lepas tu tanya pula diri sendiri, apa yang kau dapat dari semua ni.<br />
untuk siapa? untuk kebaikan siapa?<br />
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konklusinya benda ni tak boleh dipaksa.<br />
kerana belum lagi tercapai diakal fikiran tu.<br />
belum sampai lagi tahapnya.<br />
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belajar. berkawan.<br />
bukan berseronok di dalam bulatan yang sama.<br />
hari hari benda sama. hari hari ketawa benda sama.<br />
sampai bila nak ketawa?<br />
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love,<br />
NHHyayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-67941184315682058412012-07-12T10:32:00.001-07:002012-07-12T10:33:46.264-07:00Without WordsHajimalgul geuraessuh, Mo reunchuk haebuhligol, Anbo ee neun guetchorom<br />
Bohl soo obneun gotchorom nol haye, Bo jee mal gul geuraetnah bwa.<br />
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Domangchil gol geuraessuh, Motdeuleun chog geurolgol, Deut ji do mot ha neun chog<br />
Deuleun suobneun gotchorom haye, Nae sarang deut ji ahneul gol<br />
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Maldo obshi sarangeul algae hago, Maldo obshi sarangeul naegae jugo<br />
Sumgeol hana jo cha nol dam gaehae no kho, Ee rokhae do mang ga ni ka<br />
Maldo obshi sarang ee nareul ddona, Maldo obshi sarangee na reul bo ryeo<br />
Museun maleun halji damun eebi, Hon ja so nollan gotgata<br />
Maldo obshi wa so<br />
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Wae ee rokhae appeunji, Wae ja ku man appeunji, Nol bolsu obdaneun go<br />
Naega obdaneun go mal go, Mo du yaejon goa tokkateun gon dae<br />
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I shouldn't have done that
, I should've ignored it
, Like something I could not see
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Like something I cannot see, I shouldn't have ever looked at you
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I should've ran away
, I should've acted like I didn't hear
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Like something I could not hear
, Like something I cannot hear<br />
I shouldn't have listened to my heart at all
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Without a word
, You showed me what love is
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Without a word
, You gave me your love
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You even made me hold my breath
, Waiting for you
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But you ran away like this
, Without a word, you left me
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Without a word, you threw me away
, What should I say next?
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My closed lips were surprised
, Coming without words
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Why does it hurt so much?, Why does it keep on hurting me?
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Even though you're not here anymore, Though everything is the same<br />
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(Jang Geun Suk, Without Words) <br />
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perempuan yang ditinggalkan,</div>
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teruskan hidup. teruskan bernafas tanpa dia.</div>
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dia tiada, tp mungkin semangat dia masih ada dijiwa kita.</div>
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hiduplah dengan semangat itu.</div>
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apa yang kau perlu lakukan adalah membuat dia pergi pada kau balik"</div>
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ia seolah olah hanya kata semangat utk kau teruskan hidup dan menjadi seorang yg berjaya.</div>
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berusaha, kejar impian.</div>
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sekurang-kurangnya dia tahu org yg pernah dia tinggalkan itu</div>
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tidak semestinya memerlukan lelaki disisi utk terus hidup.</div>
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dan sekurang kurang dia tahu org yg dia pernah sayang itu </div>
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seorang yang tidak patut ditinggalkan mungkin?</div>
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mencari pengganti? biarlah ianya betul betul dari hati.</div>
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jangan cuba memaksa diri bila hati berasa sunyi.</div>
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kerana mungkin kau pula terjebak dlm dosa mempermainkan perasaan lelaki,</div>
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untuk kepentingan diri. </div>
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2 tahun? 4 tahun? 5 tahun?</div>
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biarkan orang berkata kata sindir. biarkan orang memerli sana sini.</div>
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hidup tidak berteman tak bermakna hidup kau sunyi.</div>
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dari mana datangnya istilah itu?</div>
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dari orang yang tak tahu apa erti hidup barangkali.</div>
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atau orang yang hidupnya hanya bergantung pd org lain.</div>
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sepenuhnya. </div>
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ikut perasaan makan diri sayang.</div>
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sebulan dua bulan ikut perasaan tak apa.</div>
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setahun dua tahun itu bahaya. itu gila.</div>
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NHH</div>yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-42106968485854500022012-06-10T23:49:00.000-07:002012-06-10T23:55:40.671-07:00I GOT PRANK! TWICE!!assalamualaikum<br />
so i guess its still not too late to share the mixed feelings celebrating my 22 years old birthday this year.<br />
i got prank! twice! LOL.<br />
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so the first prank was planned by this noty Jia Shamsuri.<br />
shes a good actress ya know! damn. and million thanks to farris effendy and adly!!<br />
from the deep of my heart, i appreciate it much!<br />
and we're having a late dinner at Strawberry Field. hihihi<br />
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the 2nd prank was planned by this evil Lyanna Conrad.<br />
and the worst part is Jia also know im gonna be a clown that night.<br />
so i was like....a schetupid lil kid who know nothing but just waiting to be thrown those eggs and flour!<br />
what the *tuuuuttttt*<br />
but i got red velvet cupcakes from her! yeaayy!!<br />
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nak tahu benda paling kong ajiiaaqq sekali?<br />
aku sampai sampai rumah je tgh nk kunci pintu Jia terus amik gambar<br />
aku yg penuh bertepung tuuuu. haha<br />
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since im running out of time, so im gonna make this a very short appreciation.<br />
thank you mak and ayah. ayah, thanks for the Guess handbeg.<br />
my brother, thanks for the kemeje kotak kotak. hehe.<br />
my sister, mcm biasa hadiah postponed.huuu<br />
Jia, thanks for the nice black dress. Adly, i love the sweater so much!<br />
and also the cake.<br />
Nadu and Ayu, thanks for those cute hello kitty stuff! LC, thanks for the cupcakes<br />
and Pino who baked the cupcakes. huuu<br />
Thanks to Immy, Ameng, Rara and Cepot sebab join prank aku.<br />
Hafeez, thanks for the top from Bandung. :)<br />
to K, thanks for the Guess purse! and thanks for the ohsem food.<br />
and lastly there's a million wishes on fb and twitter! thank you guys!<br />
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I'm already 22 this year. STILL. I'm always a daddy's little girl.<br />
Happy Birthday to me and my only one sister!!<br />
we're sharing the same birth date!<br />
#Gemini #Twin<br />
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love,<br />
NHH<br />
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<br />yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-43824950817700432062012-05-28T07:43:00.001-07:002012-05-28T07:46:13.054-07:00dua baris namasudah nama pun kawan, sudah nama pun manusia.<br />
manusia tidak pernah jujur.<br />
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semakin hari aku semakin lali dengan perjalanan dunia.<br />
walaupun luarannya, aku seperti bayi yang baru lahir,<br />
yang masih bermain dengan patung boneka.<br />
yang bercakap seperti orang bodoh pada jasad keras yg tidak bernyawa. <br />
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apa yang aku lihat, tidak semestinya aku perlu ungkapkan.<br />
maka dari situ lah aku dilihat persis kanak kanak yg hanya mendengar<br />
tetapi tidak betul betul melihat.<br />
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aku nampak, tapi tidak dibicarakan.<br />
aku dengar, tapi aku persetankan<br />
aku tahu, tapi tidak mengiyakan<br />
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semakin besar semakin aku sedar yang aku sebenarnya<br />
tidak memerlukan bahu yang banyak untuk dipinjam.<br />
tidak perlu banyak.<br />
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diketika aku sedang menaip ini,<br />
hanya 2 baris nama yang ada pada fikiran.<br />
tidak perlu aku nyatakan namanya.<br />
cuma aku ingin kongsi mengapa aku hanya perlu ada mereka.<br />
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satu, aku tahu dia adalah orang yang akan menyimpan aib/ perkara buruk tentang diri aku,<br />
walaupun ditakdirkan satu hari nnt hubungan baik ini bergolak.<br />
dua, aku dan dia tahu bagaimana caranya untuk tidak memudaratkan keadaan<br />
jika ade perselisihan faham.<br />
tiga, dia menyayangi keluarga aku seperti keluarganya sendiri, begitu juga aku.<br />
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jika kau sedar yang kau mempunyai kawan seperti ini,<br />
maka kau jagalah dia, lindungi dia, bahagiakan dia, hargai dia.<br />
seperti yang aku katakan, tidak perlu ramai.<br />
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yang lain, kau hanya berkawan.<br />
tahu definisi berkawan?<br />
jika kau adalah aku, yang sedang menaip dihadapan objek petak bercahaya ini<br />
secara sendirinya kau akan tahu yang sebetolnya definisi kawan.<br />
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"bukan musuh, tapi juga bukan kawan"<br />
satu lagi golongan yang aku sudah faham apa fungsinya didlm hidup ini.<br />
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sudah nama pun kawan, sudah nama pun manusia,<br />
manusia tidak pernah jujur.<br />
aku juga begitu, kita semua sama. <br />
jadi, pilih antara yang terbaik.<br />
pelihara hubungan itu selagi boleh.<br />
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love,<br />
NHH<br />
<br />yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-53898469428786457302012-05-20T10:36:00.001-07:002012-05-20T10:36:27.610-07:00Poket Doraemonassalamualaikum<br />
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Hello short semester, we met again!<br />
lalalala well it seems like everyone thinks that short semester will be more easier.<br />
you, you, you and you ABSOLUTELY wrong!<br />
in fact, sometimes you'll feel more harder because you need to finish up<br />
your project and your assignment in short term.<br />
everything is in hurry and rushing.<br />
imagine how would we manage to make two videos in 5 weeks. <br />
gahhhh!!<br />
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so i think i need a poket Doraeman to wish whatever i want.<br />
perhaps i need a Doraemon itself to do all my assignments. <br />
can i? can i?<br />
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the most interesting part in this semester is when i get a chance<br />
to learn and explore final cut pro which is functioning in editing video process. <br />
its kinda fun ya knoww! <br />
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hoping that this semester will run smoothly.<br />
AMIN<br />
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love,<br />
NHH <br />
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and so this is the Publication Production final project.</div>
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it was nicely done by me and the friend of mine.</div>
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yeah, since i was not truly INTO InDesign.</div>
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thanks for the help, those skills and ideas.</div>
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<br />yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-58595350064118401932012-04-19T20:35:00.001-07:002012-04-19T20:35:36.333-07:00semester breakassalamualaikum<br />
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well, there you go my semester break starts.<br />
with nothing interesting to do<br />
thingking of vacay, Bali? Phuket?<br />
naah..if only i can robe a bank. lol.<br />
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so i was wasting my time watching City Hunter.<br />
it can be a whole day long. <br />
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so yeah i know, what a boring and lame person i can be.<br />
i know right? :p<br />
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okay lets talk about the past final exams.<br />
huwaaaaa!! feel like screaming like an idiot.<br />
seriously, i am totally afraid of this semester result.<br />
never been feeling like this before<br />
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that was my 1st time since diploma, answering exams with teary eyes.<br />
okaaaii, is that sounds bad enough? lol. <br />
so you know how sucks the questions would be.<br />
and malam tu ayah pulak call, hah meneteessss lagi ayer mata ni.<br />
huuuuuu.<br />
okay thats enough.<br />
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so since i have nothing else to do,<br />
i'll be updating this black diary more often.<br />
oh yah! "memories" booklet will be expose soon! <br />
have a nice day!<br />
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<br />and have a great semester break!<br />
NHH<br />
<br />yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-38585693785117932192012-03-26T22:44:00.001-07:002012-03-27T00:28:09.985-07:00struggle zonefinal examination strikes back.<br />
which is the most difficult season of time<br />
seriously, i hate to control my stress management.<br />
even idk how to. dangg! pity me.<br />
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i won't ask for many<br />
only at least B+ for my Statistics subject<br />
as i really hate numbers since i was kid.<br />
and unlucky me, i need to take the subject on this semester.<br />
i just don't get it why masscom offered to learn all those<br />
shitty numbers.<br />
wheres the relevant on taking it?<br />
i mean, Masscom? what for?<br />
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okai now stress dominates me back.<br />
see? see?<br />
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errghhh banyak bunyi lah<br />
wish me luck then.<br />
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<i>"In every single star that lights the night sky and<br />In every single memory we hold within our hearts" </i></div>yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-13258426069396968682012-03-03T19:07:00.002-08:002015-04-28T21:13:31.883-07:00tak reputsemakin jauh aku cuba lari, semakin kuat rasa itu mengacau.<br />
penat rasanya bertuankan hati seperti ini.<br />
yang tak seperti org lain kebanyakannya.<br />
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kadang kadang aku benci pada mimpi.<br />
mimpi, jangan datang klu tugasmu hanya utk memainkan perasaan ini.<br />
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aku lebih banyak diamkan diri dr bersuara.<br />
ini kerana mereka tidak suka aku bercerita perihal ini.<br />
aku senyum, aku ketawa, aku menyanyi.<br />
kawan, bukan kerana aku betul gembira.<br />
tapi ada rasa yang perlu aku sorokkan.<br />
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bangun tidurku tak seperti orang lain.<br />
sebelum tidurku juga tak seperti orang lain.<br />
kalaulah mereka tahuuu....<br />
ataupun kalaulah kau tahuu.......... <br />
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rasa belum pernah reput<br />
akarnya kuat, bunganya mekar. daunnya hijau.<br />
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jangan sesiapa petik daun itu.<br />
keringnya sendiri, gugurnya sendiri.<br />
biarkan sendiri.<br />
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<br />yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-69967783617740648832012-02-27T22:37:00.000-08:002012-02-27T22:37:11.893-08:00tirednow im currently at the faculty. still working on operational planning for my promotion and marketing project. im stressing out to complete all the task that been given. idk. i have to admit that im in the most difficult level. im tired of thinking and everything. <div>
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STRESS MANAGEMENT FAILED</div>
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i need a HUG</div>yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-73947454536990927522012-02-07T11:17:00.000-08:002012-02-08T03:29:59.763-08:00betapa susahdulu................................<br />
merayu rayu utk dapatkan peluang kedua itu.<br />
ego yg tinggi melangit serta merta aku campak jauh.<br />
entah kemana. <br />
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didalam kepala hanya satu. "Peluang"<br />
didalam hati hanya satu. "Cinta"<br />
didalam jiwa hanya satu "Kamu"<br />
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kerana itu lah yang aku merayu.<br />
supaya keadaannya dapat aku betulkan kembali.<br />
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dan, <br />
aku adalah antara orang yg bersyukur kerana DIBERI peluang itu.<br />
tapi masih ingat lagi kata yg dulu?<br />
tidak semua peluang bertemu manisnya.<br />
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jadi aku katakan ianya gagal.<br />
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sekarang.....................................<br />
aku berada di pihak org yg MEMBERI peluang itu.<br />
betapa susah utk kita memberi peluang kedua kepada orang.<br />
memang secara logiknya kita boleh kata<br />
"semua orang tidak sempurna, semua org pernah membuat silap,<br />
semua org layak mendapat peluang kedua"<br />
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memang logiknya ya,<br />
tapi hati ni pernahkah logik?<br />
melalui akal fikiran, semua itu betul. tidak ada salahnya.<br />
tapi urusan hati.........<br />
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bentuknya sama. isinya tak pernah sama.<br />
itu sebabnya jika sudah memberi, tidak juga jadinya.<br />
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jadi sekarang aku faham. betapa susah dulu engkau mahu berikan peluang itu.<br />
dan sekarang aku juga faham, tidak semua benda yg kita lakukan hanya mengikut<br />
kata logik harian yg kita sering gunakan.<br />
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hati adalah hati. jika ia tidak mahu, maka benda itu takkan terjadi.<br />
berilah peluang ke lapan sekalipun.<br />
jika kau tahu ada sinarnya, maka berilah dia.<br />
jika kau yakin takkan kemana, maka jgn buang masa.<br />
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inikan lagi nak memakai mata hati.</div>
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berkata mengikut rasa amarah membinasakan badan sendiri.</div>
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yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-78171650049874433732012-02-01T21:59:00.000-08:002012-02-04T23:11:57.429-08:00gagaltahu macamana rasa bila kita sanggup beri peluang pada seseorang untuk berubah untuk menjadi yang lebih baik, kita sanggup letakkan mind set utk tidak mengambil tahu tentang kisah kisah silamnya, kita cuba untuk menerima dirinya dengan syarat tunjukkan yang kau berubah. tetapi.........................................<br />
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seperti biasa di dalam kamus hidup aku, disaat aku sedang melonjak naik, busuk itu datang sikit pun tak diundang.<br />
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setahun setengah aku cuba lari. lari jauh dan beri peluang pada org lain.<br />
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I'm going. Away.</div>yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-30590880441963941982011-12-15T02:17:00.000-08:002011-12-15T02:17:44.194-08:00berombak ombak kerinduanhello all.<br />
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orait rasanya semua pon dah tahu topic apa yg salu org perkatakan sekarang ni. tak lain tak bukan filem berombak ombak kerinduan. haha. its Ombak Rindu. kata orang, Malay movie of the year. dan dgr cerita juga kutipan dah cecah 9juta skrg kan? wuuhuuuu!! aku rasa dlm 1st week ditayangkan, mmg terus hot gila topik ombak rindu. automatic pompuan2 kat luar sana meroyan dkt twitter. and aku boleh bet Aaron Aziz punya mentions pun mendadak naik dari biasa. haha. okay bila dah tengok response gila babi dari member2 yg dah tgk, aku pon terasa nak tengok. aku pergi dgn sayang aku, Jia. couple seat lagi okay. zassss!! dah la lambat masuk, taknak semua pulak pandang kitorg siap pegang tangan carik seat. hikhik. <br />
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okay entah kenapa cerita ni tak berapa nak tangkap hati aku. idk why. mmg ade scene yang sedih la but nak keluarkan air mata tu mmg jauh lagi. minah yg duduk sebelah jia tu nangis mcm kena pukul kot. adooii aku pulak rasa nak pukul. i mean klu menitis tu logik diterima lah, ni sampai basah2 baju bf die tu, aku rasa mcm buat buat je. hahaha, jahatnya. aku punya sedih tu takat berkerut muka je. then aku terpikir. ke aku yg batuuu sangat? hahaha. habis je cerita tu aku dgn jia pun berborak2 psl cerita ni. maybe psychology thinking aku cakap cerita ni ain't real at all. i mean bkn cara pelakon dia sampaikan watak tu. tapi jalan cerita tu yg mmg kita tahu lah tak logik kan. namanya pun adaptasi dr novel. seriusly aku tak suka sesuatu benda yg tak real dan melampau. aku tak rasa yg org mcm mak dia tu jahat sampai mcm tu ada dkt malaysia ni. and ade ke pompuan garang dan bengis mcm singa gampang mcm Mila tu? so cemana aku nak sedih? aku tahu bende tu takda. but allahualaammm..mana tahu ada kan.<br />
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susah klu ade org mind set mcm aku ni. haha. benda ni reflect terus dari cara pemikiran terus effect dkt emosi. kalau mmg cerita fiksyen yg merepek2 spaceship bagai tu lain lah. so dlm cerita ni ade certain2 part je yg buat aku sedih. aaron punya air mata paling mahal. itu yang paling real. one more thing, klu kite tgk Osman Ali punya filem semua shot lain dr yg lain. mcm anak halal, Lagenda Bdk Setan and latest Ombak Rindu ni. tp aku rasa color and shot filem Lagenda Budak Setan paling nice kot. but then it was a good film. good job Ombak Rindu. aku terbaca dari mana tah org ade cakap endingnya mcm tergantung. mmg klu ikut novel banyak lagi plot dia pon. tp katanya director nnt ade sambungan. katanya byk lagi dugaan yg Izzah tu hadap nnt. so kita sama sama lah tunggu okay. oh lupa! tapi lagu lagu dlm filem ni sumpah best. yang ni tangkap jiwa. jangan lupa download! haha. <br />
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have a nice Thursday ahead. <br />
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<br />yayangghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00360539130824956410noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3130066735161651624.post-46557207053696120752011-12-01T02:30:00.001-08:002011-12-15T01:28:36.966-08:00stay or leave. you choose.hello people<br />
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its raining now. and i was laying on my bed just now. thinking of something that always popping in my head recently. anyways, am just thinking of it and i'm not really sure if peoples out there were really think about this just like the way i do. well its about guys personality btw. honestly i have to admit that i can't force anybody to be my type. i mean, just let 'em be of who and what they are. there's nothing to do with that. hell NO. yes i did said that i like a guy with sepet eyes, taller than me and bla bla bla. but come on, do you think that i'm that serious to find those characteristics to find my true love? crap! if you think so, then i can scream loudly this to your face " YOU DON'T KNOW ME AT ALL" :)<br />
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aku tak pernah bagitahu mana mana lelaki, lelaki yg macamana yang aku betul betul nak. because i just want them to be themself. whats the point at the 1st place if you lie to yourself and act like you are my dream guy. bazirrrr kan? well, im not that extremely choosy. kita sedar diri lah kan. no one knows what kind of guy that i can fall to. i bet this. selalunya i do fall in love naturally. yang aku tak pernah plan dan yang aku tak pernah jangka. u know like "wei dia ni handsome, baekk. nak try lah" NO NO NO. well tipu lah kan klu perempuan tak pernah ckp mcm ni. but then, it will end up just like that. ya know girlssss talk? gossiping hot guys. biasalah kan. hahaha. nak nak kawan kawan aku. LOL.<br />
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one thing that i realize, bercinta secara tak dirancang ni yang paling jujur. this is how it came naturally. been there done that. falling in love with your own best friend is the sincere love ever. nothing to hide, nothing to fake. but i guess this real love only happened once in life. idk. just saying. hopefully im wrong.<br />
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so.......guys out there. don't act like you know me so well. ain't anyone does. If you like me, impress me. if i'm saying that you did shitass, then defend yourself and proof to me that im wrong. be yourself. i wont tell what is wrong, what is right. if you are trully a man, you should know differentiate this and you know what to do. its time to leave your 'boys' world, be a man. that's how i watched you.<br />
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Beat him.<br />
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bila ditanya pada mulut, mulut kata tipu<br />
bila ditanya pada hati, hati kata tak mahu<br />
bila ditanya pada mata, mata kata pergi<br />
bila ditanya pada jiwa, jiwa kata mati<br />
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belum lagi<br />
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bila disuruh cari, datangnya tak henti<br />
bila disuruh cuba, tak ada yang reti mengerti<br />
bila disuruh beri, tak pernah puas hati<br />
bila disuruh lupa, serupa mcm bunuh diri sendiri<br />
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