Clueless

My last entry was on 2013

Well yeah, I decided to stop blogging since that.
and I almost forgot that I used to have my 'black space'.


So last week when I was working at the office,
I just remembered about my blog and I've read those old entries.
I laughed. hard. really hard.
and then, I am speechless.


So........... I was so stupid and pathetic back then.
Maigaddddddddd..... You just have no idea what are you those days meng!
I mostly wrote about my heart broken stories. but wait,
How the hell I got those ideas on ayat deep pepoyo semua? LOL

But there are certain post I found it cute though. 

NVM. Abaikan


Actually what I'm trying to say is life is like a tornado.
It flies so fast while you are still enjoying bitter and sweet life,
and you never realized at some point it was a wasted.

What are you now?
A 25 years old girl with a plain heart?
What did you do all this while?
What have you done to your life?

Still. Could not answer that.
I just seen myself as a plain girl :


Who afraid of the old Earth.
Who mad to the government's politics.
Who never understand why the cruelty towards animals are still widespread
Who cannot brain why some people have A LOT time to comments on 
beautifulnara and fights each other.
Who stuck between a dream job and her own health
Who struggled to have her own money
Who still wasting time on social media
Who still could not believe the fairy tales wasn't true
and
Who is on her way to catch her happiness. soon.


So how could I conclude them all? Who am I?


Loves,

NHH