sampai bila nak ketawa?

cukup lah
kita semua tak sempurna.
jangan kita menyalahkan seseorang seperti kita ni malaikat
orang kata 'pijak semut pun tak mati'.

kalau kita tak suka,baik kita jangan ambil peduli langsung.
daripada terus nak bangkitkan isu.
kecik sekuman mana pun boleh jadi isu.

cukuplah
cuba tengok kehidupan orang lain.
orang semakin hendak jauhi kerumitan.
berlumba lumba nak cari penyelesaian.

bezakan cara kehidupan itu dengan kehidupan sendiri.
lepas tu tanya pula diri sendiri, apa yang kau dapat dari semua ni.
untuk siapa? untuk kebaikan siapa?

konklusinya benda ni tak boleh dipaksa.
kerana belum lagi tercapai diakal fikiran tu.
belum sampai lagi tahapnya.

belajar. berkawan.
bukan berseronok di dalam bulatan yang sama.
hari hari benda sama. hari hari ketawa benda sama.
sampai bila nak ketawa?

I'm fucking running away. sickening.

love,
NHH

Without Words

Hajimalgul geuraessuh, Mo reunchuk haebuhligol, Anbo ee neun guetchorom
Bohl soo obneun gotchorom nol haye, Bo jee mal gul geuraetnah bwa.

Domangchil gol geuraessuh, Motdeuleun chog geurolgol, Deut ji do mot ha neun chog
Deuleun suobneun gotchorom haye, Nae sarang deut ji ahneul gol

Maldo obshi sarangeul algae hago, Maldo obshi sarangeul naegae jugo
Sumgeol hana jo cha nol dam gaehae no kho, Ee rokhae do mang ga ni ka
Maldo obshi sarang ee nareul ddona, Maldo obshi sarangee na reul bo ryeo
Museun maleun halji damun eebi, Hon ja so nollan gotgata
Maldo obshi wa so

Wae ee rokhae appeunji, Wae ja ku man appeunji, Nol bolsu obdaneun go
Naega obdaneun go mal go, Mo du yaejon goa tokkateun gon dae



I shouldn't have done that , I should've ignored it , Like something I could not see
Like something I cannot see, I shouldn't have ever looked at you
I should've ran away , I should've acted like I didn't hear
Like something I could not hear , Like something I cannot hear
I shouldn't have listened to my heart at all

Without a word , You showed me what love is
Without a word , You gave me your love
You even made me hold my breath , Waiting for you
But you ran away like this , Without a word, you left me
Without a word, you threw me away , What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised , Coming without words

Why does it hurt so much?, Why does it keep on hurting me?
Even though you're not here anymore, Though everything is the same

(Jang Geun Suk, Without Words)