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I'm happily turning 25. Don't too close, I'm scarier than your mother.

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DO FAIRY TALES COME TRUE DADDY? NO HONEY, DREAMS COME TRUE.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

berombak ombak kerinduan

hello all.

orait rasanya semua pon dah tahu topic apa yg salu org perkatakan sekarang ni. tak lain tak bukan filem berombak ombak kerinduan. haha. its Ombak Rindu. kata orang, Malay movie of the year. dan dgr cerita juga kutipan dah cecah 9juta skrg kan? wuuhuuuu!! aku rasa dlm 1st week ditayangkan, mmg terus hot gila topik ombak rindu. automatic pompuan2 kat luar sana meroyan dkt twitter. and aku boleh bet Aaron Aziz punya mentions pun mendadak naik dari biasa. haha. okay bila dah tengok response gila babi dari member2 yg dah tgk, aku pon terasa nak tengok. aku pergi dgn sayang aku, Jia. couple seat lagi okay. zassss!! dah la lambat masuk, taknak semua pulak pandang kitorg siap pegang tangan carik seat. hikhik.

okay entah kenapa cerita ni tak berapa nak tangkap hati aku. idk why. mmg ade scene yang sedih la but nak keluarkan air mata tu mmg jauh lagi. minah yg duduk sebelah jia tu nangis mcm kena pukul kot. adooii aku pulak rasa nak pukul. i mean klu menitis tu logik diterima lah, ni sampai basah2 baju bf die tu, aku rasa mcm buat buat je. hahaha, jahatnya. aku punya sedih tu takat berkerut muka je. then aku terpikir. ke aku yg batuuu sangat? hahaha. habis je cerita tu aku dgn jia pun berborak2 psl cerita ni. maybe psychology thinking aku cakap cerita ni ain't real at all. i mean bkn cara pelakon dia sampaikan watak tu. tapi jalan cerita tu yg mmg kita tahu lah tak logik kan. namanya pun adaptasi dr novel. seriusly aku tak suka sesuatu benda yg tak real dan melampau. aku tak rasa yg org mcm mak dia tu jahat sampai mcm tu ada dkt malaysia ni. and ade ke pompuan garang dan bengis mcm singa gampang mcm Mila tu? so cemana aku nak sedih? aku tahu bende tu takda. but allahualaammm..mana tahu ada kan.

susah klu ade org mind set mcm aku ni. haha. benda ni reflect terus dari cara pemikiran terus effect dkt emosi. kalau mmg cerita fiksyen yg merepek2 spaceship bagai tu lain lah. so dlm cerita ni ade certain2 part je yg buat aku sedih. aaron punya air mata paling mahal. itu yang paling real. one more thing, klu kite tgk Osman Ali punya filem semua shot lain dr yg lain. mcm anak halal, Lagenda Bdk Setan and latest Ombak Rindu ni. tp aku rasa color and shot filem Lagenda Budak Setan paling nice kot. but then it was a good film. good job Ombak Rindu. aku terbaca dari mana tah org ade cakap endingnya mcm tergantung. mmg klu ikut novel banyak lagi plot dia pon. tp katanya director nnt ade sambungan. katanya byk lagi dugaan yg Izzah tu hadap nnt. so kita sama sama lah tunggu okay.  oh lupa! tapi lagu lagu dlm filem ni sumpah best. yang ni tangkap jiwa. jangan lupa download! haha.

have a nice Thursday ahead.




Thursday, December 1, 2011

stay or leave. you choose.

hello people

its raining now. and i was laying on my bed just now. thinking of something that always popping in my head recently. anyways, am just thinking of it and i'm not really sure if peoples out there were really think about this just like the way i do. well its about guys personality btw. honestly i have to admit that i can't force anybody to be my type. i mean, just let 'em be of who and what they are. there's nothing to do with that. hell NO. yes i did said that i like a guy with sepet eyes, taller than me and bla bla bla. but come on, do you think that i'm that serious to find those characteristics to find my true love? crap! if you think so, then i can scream loudly this to your face " YOU DON'T KNOW ME AT ALL" :)

aku tak pernah bagitahu mana mana lelaki, lelaki yg macamana yang aku betul betul nak. because i just want them to be themself. whats the point at the 1st place if you lie to yourself and act like you are my dream guy. bazirrrr kan? well, im not that extremely choosy. kita sedar diri lah kan. no one knows what kind of guy that i can fall to. i bet this. selalunya i do fall in love naturally. yang aku tak pernah plan dan yang aku tak pernah jangka. u know like "wei dia ni handsome, baekk. nak try lah" NO NO NO. well tipu lah kan klu perempuan tak pernah ckp mcm ni. but then, it will end up just like that. ya know girlssss talk? gossiping hot guys. biasalah kan. hahaha. nak nak kawan kawan aku. LOL.

one thing that i realize, bercinta secara tak dirancang ni yang paling jujur. this is how it came naturally. been there done that. falling in love with your own best friend is the sincere love ever. nothing to hide, nothing to fake. but i guess this real  love only happened once in life. idk. just saying. hopefully im wrong.

so.......guys out there. don't act like you know me so well. ain't anyone does. If you like me, impress me. if i'm saying that you did shitass, then defend yourself and proof to me that im wrong. be yourself. i wont tell what is wrong, what is right. if you are trully a man, you should know differentiate this and you know what to do. its time to leave your 'boys' world, be a man. that's how i watched you.

Beat him.