korang yg pelik ke aku yg pelik nii?

yuuuhuuuu.. uuiishh lama gila tak update black diary nii.. well, lately ni tade menda yang interesting. the classes have begin. im back to shah alam. meet new classmates. same environment, same taste of tomyam ayam Dapur Pintar. new look Mdm Azian and the fac. and and and...insomniaa is coming back. oh F for shah alam! 


all is well. everything is great. studies is in good level, fabulous friends, ohsem roomates, best lecturers and for sure my lovely family. eh eh did i miss something? hahaha.. lover aite? ZzzzzzzZzzzzzzZzzzz.. wey, single 3tahun tu sexaayyy awwkaaayyy..! 


jangan ingat org yang single tak ada boipren tak laku dan tak lawa. dia ajelah yg tahu kenapa dia memilih jalan utk single sampai skrg. hahaha.. memilih? lumrah manusia. takut terikat? mungkin, who knows? tak boleh lupa ex bf? ade sesetengah. tunggu seseorang? ade,tp bkn sbb utama. takut dikongkong? antara punca yg femes. 
duuhhh byk sebenanye sbb musabab die. hati org lain2 kan. tahap kematangan pon berbeza, at the same time pon effect cara pemikiran kita. dlm dunia ni mcm2 org aku jumpa, mcm2 hal, mcm2 karenah, mcm2 drama, mcm2 telenovela especially hal2 bercinta nii. for some reason, aku kdg2 rase pelik kenapa aku tak mcm dorg sume. ade yg dlm setahun 3kali tukar bf/gf, ade yg 10 kali break 10 kali couple balik, ade yg break pastu cpl dgn ex die yg lg satu pulak dah, jejak kasih 10tahun tak jumpe couple lg sekali dgn ex mase darjah 3 punye, ade yg bru break 3 hari terus dpt pengganti, ade jugak yg kenal semggu dh mintak couple. haaa yg nii mmg sumpah aku panasss..mintak penyepak padu dr belakang betol laa.. bolehh ke mcm tu? haaa skrg ni korg cakap, diorg yg dlm kelompok ni yang pelik ke aku yang pelik nii? hahahaha.. aku tak tahu lah if korg anggap menda nii bese, eh mmg bese pon..tp kenapa begituu senang?  kenapa aku tgk diorang mcm senang sangat je nak bercinta? mcm selamber pakai beradak je? benda ni mmg common kan..mmg ade sekeliling kite situation mcm ni. buttt howww? hoowwww? how u guys do that? but pelis dont teach me how to be..i just need a better understanding bout this. yes experience makes u learn, tp mcm tak perlu je sampai setahun 3 org couple. ntah la, after all.. cara pemikiran suma tak sama kan. mcm yg aku ckp td, kdg2 aku terfikir, kenapa aku tak mcm diorg? everything looks easy? the fact is mmg easy kan.. break pon mcm tadehal je kannn.. weyyy..best gilaaa! mcm cool jee... 


apa2 pun, kita tak boleh nak jadi mcm org lain. sbb hati kita mmg mcm nii. sama jugak mcm aku, aku tak boleh nak paksa diri tuk jd org lain. dah hati aku mcm nii nak buat cemane. hahaha..  ingat tak uoollss ai ade kate duluu.. "hati ni sgt istimewa utk dimiliki oleh lelaki yg sama hatinya dgn aku" cewaahhh..gelabah. hahahaha.. lastly, semoga berbahagia dgn pasangan masing2 tak kira mcmane sekalipun hubungan tu bermula. semuanye mesti ade ceritanya yg tersendiri. begitu jugak dgn aku.. :)

bersyukur - Melaka

hello people! hmmm yesterday was ohsem and fuckin tiring day..! thanks to Nyawa dan Jiwa saya, Nadu & Ayu, tak lupa kawan kawan Naduu.. i had so much fun guyyss.. like seriously!! yang penting, rinduu aku kat Nadu akhirnya terbalas..hehe.. karok mcm nak matii, semua lagu yang tak sampai sume aku sebat.. haha.. Ayuuuuuuu!! teringat mendee tuuuu! haha..aku mmg tak boleh nk stop gelak bila jadi satu insiden nii.. sampai balik aku gelak..mampussss la kau..haha.. tapiiii..yg tak bestnya tak sempat nk beli ole2 utk kawan2.. siap ade yg pesan tuuuu..huhu..

okay mmg terang lagi bersuluh aku asik tersonyommmm je sepanjang kat Melaka kannn.. happy gilaaa jalan2 dengan hati yang senang dan riang! ececeh... okay nk kongsi sikit kegembiraan kat sini.. 1st sekali, alhamdulillah dengan result yg tak disangka dan dijangka.. aku bersyukur sgt sgt.. thanks to my lecturers especially madam Azian my hantu goyang! haha.. to my study group members, Jia, Fara, Faa, Apek, and tak lupa Arep yg byk tolong jugak.. :) dan yg semestinye family tersayang..walaupun mula2 aku kena marah dgn mak sbb aku target 2.8 je..hahhahaha.. seriusly ni 1st time aku target 2.8 je since masa diploma sbb mmg susah gila sem nii.. jadi aku rasa result kali ni adalah satu permulaan yang sangat baik bagi aku ALHAMDULILLAH...

there you are yayangg, lepas apa yg kau hadap, jiwa kau pernah mati semester ni, lutut kau pernah jatuh tersembam kat bumi, dengan hati kau menangis tak henti henti.. dengan janji kau pd diri sendiri dan kawan kawan.. yess.. aku bangun balik berdiri atas kaki sendiri.. aku takkan patah balik lagi... nyott power! bahaha
okay dah..! jom tgk gambar2 aku kat Melaka yang terserlah kesenyuman sampai ke telinga.. tapi tak byk laa..aku mls nak hapload..

haa sudah sudah!! memang 3 hari baru nak complete upload gamba nii.. fed up betol aku.. so enjoy! salam satu mesia!

p/s : having a heart 'talk' with Ayu on my way back to KL. tajuk die bunyi mcm ni kott. "aku tak suka doh lelaki yang............" hahaha..

the facts that never cheat

haduuuuiii..panasssnyeee skrg ni.. baru pas mandi 5 minit rambut dah kering! acaneh? haha.. lamanye tak cot cet cot cet kat black diary ni.. almaklumlah.....malas nak menaip.. haha.. habis jujur kan?
okay hari ni just nak share some facts between guy and a girl. look at the diferrences, wow!! some of it we cant even realize and never thought. i bet this. haha..

facts                                                    
guy- when a guy is quite, he's listening to you.
girl- when a girl is quite, millions of things are running in her mind

guy- when a guy is not arguing, he realizes he's wrong
girl- when a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply

guy- when a guy looks at you with eyes full of questions, he expects you to leave him soon
girl- when a girl looks at you with eyes full of question, she is wondering how long you will be around

guy- when a guy says 'im fine' after a few second, he means it
girl- when a girl says 'im fine' after a few second, she is not at all fine

guy- when a guy stares at you, he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world
girl- when a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying


guy- when you're laying your head on a guys chest, he has the world
girl- when a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing you to be hers forever


guy- when a guy calls you everyday, he is in love
girl- when a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention

guy- when a (good) guy says 'i love you' , he means it
girl- when a girl says 'i love you' , she means it

guy- when a guy says he cant live without you, he's with you till you're done
girl- when a girl says that she cant live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future

guy- when a guy says i miss you, he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else
girl- when a girl says i miss you, no one in this world can miss you more than that


shitt! suddenly something wrong somewhere in my heart when im typing this now. but idk which part is it. duuhhhh..stupid yayangg! enjoy reading guys.. popoi..